Wednesday, December 23, 2009
MERRY CHRISTMAS HAPPY NEW YEAR
May the holidays be kind to all of you, Have a safe and blessed new year and Merry Christmas, Mele Kalikimaka, Feliz Navidad!!! :D
Friday, December 4, 2009
WILL IT SNOW, WILL IT SNOW, WILL IT SNOW
San Antonio is holding a collective breath as we anticipate SNOW!! Get those cameras ready! :D
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
Hope your holidays are fabulous, warm, and safe. Let's try for forgiveness of others this time shall we, well almost all the others. Some of you, and you know who you are, are not safe this year, I wouldn't even give you coal or sticks. False, two-faced, shallow, backstabbing, ignorant.....Whoa, that's what i'm talking 'bout...I CAN"T SEEM TO FORGIVE THIS LOT OF PEOPLE AND PROBABLY NEVER WILL!!!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
ROUND AND ROUND
ZAILA IS HOME again and we pray that this madness stops and she can get on with her education and shed her anxieties.
I also pray for the soul of my brother Ian, and for His life, I believe it will not be long before We lose Him.
To those of us who live in the before and have not moved on to the here and now, I will be more than happy to enlighten you BUT I WARN YOU, you will not like it...AND I'M OKAY WITH THAT 'CUZ I LOVE YOU. You TRULY CAN ASK ME ANYTHING, I'm not afraid to share and tell you. But know that you won't be coming around raining OR dismantling my parade, and when you can see the pupils in my eyes.......too late!!!
Lastly, pray for ME because I DO KNOW HOW I AM, OR TO BE HONEST, I SHOULD SAY, HOW I PERCIEVE MYSELF TO BE, and it ain't pretty in this dark place, but it's MY dark place and I could care less what ANYONE thinks of me. Nothing you say can be any worse than what I can do to ME so bring it.
I also pray for the soul of my brother Ian, and for His life, I believe it will not be long before We lose Him.
To those of us who live in the before and have not moved on to the here and now, I will be more than happy to enlighten you BUT I WARN YOU, you will not like it...AND I'M OKAY WITH THAT 'CUZ I LOVE YOU. You TRULY CAN ASK ME ANYTHING, I'm not afraid to share and tell you. But know that you won't be coming around raining OR dismantling my parade, and when you can see the pupils in my eyes.......too late!!!
Lastly, pray for ME because I DO KNOW HOW I AM, OR TO BE HONEST, I SHOULD SAY, HOW I PERCIEVE MYSELF TO BE, and it ain't pretty in this dark place, but it's MY dark place and I could care less what ANYONE thinks of me. Nothing you say can be any worse than what I can do to ME so bring it.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
strings of pearls, watch out for the squeeze
uggghhh...........
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first day of school OVA!!! rest of the wk 2 go.............. wish me luck................ Im so determined its crazy......... im lovin the life im living & leading.......... im so grateful 4 everything & the strength of my family.............. I Love U guys............ No matter where we lay our head 2night, we'll neva be apart.............................
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first day of school OVA!!! rest of the wk 2 go.............. wish me luck................ Im so determined its crazy......... im lovin the life im living & leading.......... im so grateful 4 everything & the strength of my family.............. I Love U guys............ No matter where we lay our head 2night, we'll neva be apart.............................
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Such a mess, what a waste, karma coming for you post haste....sleep tight and dream
kapualani59: ZAILA MARIE SMITH PLEASE COME HOME
Saturday, September 26, 2009
ZAILA MARIE SMITH PLEASE COME HOME
Samantha Jo Gonzalez is calling...we got to SPEAK to Zaila.
MY son is on the phone right now......pray folks, pray hard!!!!
MY son is on the phone right now......pray folks, pray hard!!!!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
POPCORN WORDS
Zaila, don't forget to practice writing your first and last name five times, don't forget to match your uppercase letters with your lowercase letters and sound them out, I, LIKE, SEE, TO, are the popcorn words this month, and 0,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 are the numbers you need to write so you can do your math kernal. YAYA LOVES YOU ZAILA AND SHE WILL FIND YOU!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
TUESDAY SEPTEMBER22, 2009
WE'VE RECEIVED SEVERAL INTERESTING LEADS ON THE WHEREABOUTS OF ZAILA MARIE SMITH. SOME INFO. WE ALREADY KNEW AFTER A MEETING OF THE MINDS OF SEVERAL PEOPLE IN ZAILA MARIE'S LIFE WHO KNOW SAM ALL TOO WELL AND HAVING KNOWN HER ARE MORE THAN WILLING TO HELP US. EVERYONE WE KNOW YOU KNOW SAM, IS WATCHING FOR YOU, EITHER TO HELP YOU OR HELP US, BECAUSE WE'RE SPREADING THE NEWS FAR AND WIDE. YOU BURNED ALOT OF PEOPLE SAMANTHA, YOU CAN'T HIDE ZAILA FOR TOO LONG.
WE LOVE YOU ZAILA MARIE, YOU'LL BE BACK IN SCHOOL SOON WITH YOUR FRIENDS WHO MISS YOU. YAYA LOVES YOU BABY.
WE'VE RECEIVED SEVERAL INTERESTING LEADS ON THE WHEREABOUTS OF ZAILA MARIE SMITH. SOME INFO. WE ALREADY KNEW AFTER A MEETING OF THE MINDS OF SEVERAL PEOPLE IN ZAILA MARIE'S LIFE WHO KNOW SAM ALL TOO WELL AND HAVING KNOWN HER ARE MORE THAN WILLING TO HELP US. EVERYONE WE KNOW YOU KNOW SAM, IS WATCHING FOR YOU, EITHER TO HELP YOU OR HELP US, BECAUSE WE'RE SPREADING THE NEWS FAR AND WIDE. YOU BURNED ALOT OF PEOPLE SAMANTHA, YOU CAN'T HIDE ZAILA FOR TOO LONG.
WE LOVE YOU ZAILA MARIE, YOU'LL BE BACK IN SCHOOL SOON WITH YOUR FRIENDS WHO MISS YOU. YAYA LOVES YOU BABY.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
GALLUM CREPT AWAY WITH MY PRECIOUS
SEPTEMBER 19, 2009 SAM called saturday at 6 pm and left a message thru her niece that she was picking up ZAILA, so i called her back to confirm. SAM showed up at my house at 11:30ish, SHE WAS ON FOOT AND ZAIDEN WAS NOT WITH HER. She made the statement that she was a new woman(SHE HAS A NEW HAIRCUT, SHE LOOKS LIKE HER AUNT VIRA NOW).
WHILE SAM is inside, her ROOMMATE STACY was in her white suburban with black tinted windows, with not only her own child but SAM'S SON in carseats in the backseat, chasing after SAM'S SISTER WHOM SHE CLAIMS TRIED TO BACK INTO HER TRUCK, TO CONFRONT THE BITCH (STACY'S WORDS AND SAM'S WORDS).
I FIND THIS OUT AFTER STACY WALKS UP INTO MY HOME AND SHE AND SAM, NOT CARING THAT ZAILA AND HER THREE COUSINS CAN HEAR THEM,START MALIGNING SAM'S SISTER AND SAM'S NIECES CHARACTERS. FORGET ABOUT IT I SAY, IT'S SILLY, AND PROCEED TO GET THE TERMS OF THE RETURN OF ZAILA BY SAM (MY SON ALWAYS INEVITABLY ENDS UP PAYING FOR ZAILA'S RETURN IN THE FORM OF "GAS MONEY")
SAM says she'll bring ZAILA to school on monday on the way to her own school (CAREER POINT AT 485 SPENCER LANE AND FREDERICKSBURG ROAD AND NO THEY DO NOT DIVULGE INFO. SO YOU STUDENTS ARE SAFE THERE BUT YOU MIGHT WANT TO LOOK AT YOUR CLASSMATES AND ASK YOURSELF HOW WELL DO YOU REALLY KNOW THEM). I ASKED FOR THE ADDRESS WHERE SHE WAS STAYING, AND SAM LOOKED AT STACY AND CLAIMED SHE DIDN'T KNOW IT, AND WHEN STACY WAS QUESTIONED SHE ANSWERS WITH "I HAVE A BIG FOUR BEDROOM HOUSE IN SEGUIN AND SAM AND I HAVE FIXED UP A ROOM FOR ZAILA AND ZAIDEN AND FOR HER OWN TWO DAUGHTERS (YES THEY DO NOT LIVE WITH STACY) AND WE JUST INSTALLED A POOL TABLE AND IT'S REALLY NICE. THEN STACY SAYS SHE HAS TO GO TO THE TRUCK 'CUZ THE BOYS ARE WAITING AND TAKES ZAILA AND STRAPS HER INTO THE BACKSEAT.
SAM, WHO KNOWS I HAVE A DOUBT, REASSURES ME THAT SHE'LL TAKE ZAILA TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY.
THE NEXT DAY (SUNDAY)I LEAVE A MESSAGE AT 210-550-7058 THANKING THEM BOTH FOR NOT CALLING TO LET ME KNOW THEY MADE IT TO STACY'S SAFELY AND THAT SAM NEEDS TO CALL ME ABOUT THIS SILLY FIGHT SHE'S HAVING WITH HER SISTER BECAUSE SHE'S DATING MY SON(THAT'S RIGHT ZAILA'S DAD)(SOME PEOPLE DON'T TAKE REJECTION WELL,ESPECIALLY AFTER HAVING BEEN GRANTED OH SO MANY CHANCES)
SAM DOES INDEED CALL BACK THAT AFTERNOON (WITH ATTITUDE). I SAY THNX FOR CALLING TO LET ME KNOW ZAILA'S SAFE (THEY CLAIM IT'S AN HOUR DRIVE BUT SAM SAID STACY CAN MAKE IT IN 30 MINUTES THE WAY SHE DRIVES) AND THAT I HAVE ZAILA'S BACKPACK SO DOES SHE WANT TO BRING ZAILA HOME FIRST OR SHOULD I MEET HER AT THE SCHOOL WITH IT. SAM STATES THAT SHE'LL COME BY TO GET IT AND WHATELSE DO I WANT TO KNOW(ENVY MAKES ONE BITTER,ESPECIALLY AFTER WHAT SAM DID TO MY SON, KNOWING SHE'LL NEVER GET THAT CHANCE AGAIN,THREE STRIKES AND YOU'RE OUT)..I SAY I WANT AN ADDRESS AND HOW MUCH DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS STACY PERSON, THE WOMAN JUST WENT AFTER A COMPLETE STRANGER ON YOUR SAY SO,WITH YOUR SON AND HER OWN SON IN THE BACKSEAT, TO CONFRONT A PERSON WHO MAY OR MAY NOT BE ARMED WITH MACE OR GUN OR A BRICK OR A BIG CLUB.
BUT NOW ALL WE CAN HEAR IS STACY ON THE PHONE( with MY BROTHER IAN sitting there with me, i put her on the speaker phone)CLAIMING SHE'S KNOWN ME FOR SIX WEEKS AND THAT I HAVE ALOT OF NERVE QUESTIONING HER CHARACTER AND WHAT AN UPSTANDING CITIZEN SHE IS AND THAT THE FEDS ARE COMING TO MY HOUSE BECAUSE WE SELL POT AND HAVE AN INCESTIOUS (SOME PEOPLE NEVER LEARNED HOW TO USE A DICTIONARY ) RELATIONSHIP HAPPENING AROUND ZAILA AND THAT WE ARE DISGUSTING.***** I've seen this woman on only two occassions and always in the company of SAM****BEFORE SHE HANGS UP.
SO I LEAVE ANOTHER MESSAGE FOR SAM TO CALL ME WHEN SHE'S CALM SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS PROBLEM SHE'S HAVING WITH GETTING OVER MY SON AND LETTING HIM MOVE ON WITH HIS OWN LIFE, BECAUSE IT'S JUST SILLY.
CAN YOU GUESS WHO CALLED BACK? IT WASN'T SAM OR ZAILA. ( STACY APPEARS TO A HAVE ANGER MANAGEMENT ISSUES, AND SHE SEEMS TO BE CRUSHING ON SAM RIGHT NOW AS A NEW FRIEND SO OF COURSE SHE'S EASILY MANIPULATED BY SAM, WINK WINK NOD NOD, WE IN SAM'S LIFE KNOW ALL ABOUT SAM MANIPULATIONS DON'T WE, SO DON'T FEEL TOO BAD STACY, IF YOU'RE CAPABLE OF FEELINGS OTHER THEN THAT OF A SHEEP, BAH BAH, SHE'S DONE THIS BEFORE AND SHE'LL TURN ON YOU JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS)
MONDAY AT CLEAR SPRING ELEMENTARY AND NO ZAILA. THE SCHOOL HAS BEEN ALERTED OF THE SITUATION AND THEY ARE HANDLING IT THEIR WAY(CAN YOU SAY COMPULSORY EDUCATION?) WENT TO SAM'S MOM'S HOUSE AT 4627 PINTORESCO,AND JANET STATES THAT ZAILA'S NOT THERE (SORRY I WOKE YOU UP JANET)SO BACK TO MY HOME TO LEAVE YET ANOTHER MESSAGE AT 210-550-7058 FOR SAM. IN THE MEANTIME I'VE CALLED CAREER POINT INSTITUTE, CAN'T HELP AND WON'T TAKE MESSAGES FOR STUDENTS.
I THEN GET A CALL FROM ZAILA'S UNCLE TRES ASKING ME IF SAM HAS CALLED ME YET AND TO LET ME KNOW THAT ZAILA IS STILL WITH SAM AND STACY( HE SOUNDED CONFLICTED SO I KNOW THIS IS HARD FOR HIM AND HIS AS WELL. I CAN'T SPEAK FOR PRISCILLA, SAM'S MOM, ZAILA'S ABUELA AS I HAVEN'T SEEN OR SPOKEN WITH HER SINCE THE DAY SHE HUGGED ME INFRONT OF MY HOME WEEKS AGO AND STATED THAT HER DAUGHTER [NOT SAM] WAS GOING TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF US AND THAT WE'D END UP TAKING CARE OF 'THOSE THREE KIDS' AS WELL AND IT WILL LEAD TO NOTHING BUT TROUBLE)
I TOLD 'UNCLE TRES' IT WAS TOO LATE AND THAT WE HAVE ALREADY STARTED TO TAKE STEPS.
SPOKE WITH OFFICER RODRIGUEZ WHO WAS VERY EMPATHETIC AND HELPED ME THRU MY DARK PLACE WITH SOME ADVICE ON:
GRANDPARENT'SRIGHTS ,GUARDIANSHIP/CONSERVATORSHIP, AND THAT WE SHOULD GO TO CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES AND GET INFORMATION AND THEN CONTACT FAMILY LAW AND FILE AGAINST SAMANTHA JO GONZALEZ. WE ARE NOW WAITING FOR LAWYER CALLBACKS AND WE ARE PROCEEDING WITH LEGAL ACTION.
YOU'RE ASKING YOURSELVES WHY WE DIDN'T DO THIS SOONER, BECAUSE WE BELIEVED IN SAM, I BELIEVED SHE DESERVED A BREAK AFTER THE THINGS SHE TOLD US HAD HAPPENED TO HER, I BELIEVED SHE WAS BECOMING A FINANCIALLY RESPONSIBLE ADULT, I BELIEVED AND STILL DO THAT SHE WANTS TO BE PART OF ZAILA'S LIFE AND THAT SHE WANTS ZAILA AND ZAIDEN TO GROW UP TOGETHER. I DEFENDED HER WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD,CHASTISED WHEN SHE NEEDED IT, I HAILED HER WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD, I GAVE HER AND ZAIDEN A ROOM IN MY HOME TO STAY IN WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD-THE VERY SAME HOME THAT ZAILA'S LIVED IN FOR FOUR YEARS NOW--AND I SHELTERED HER AT MY FAMILY HOME ON WOODGREEN DRIVE,THE VERY SAME HOME I GREW UP IN AS A CHILD--THE HOME SHE ABANDONED ZAILA MARIE AT SHORTLY AFTER HER FIRST BIRTHDAY; AND I BELIEVE SHE BELIEVES SHE'S DOING THE RIGHT THING. I HAVE ALLOWED HER FINANCIAL FREEDOM FROM CHILD SUPPORT SO SHE COULD GET HER 'LIFE DUCKS' IN A ROW(SOMETHING VERY HARD TO DO BEHIND BARS). BUT MOSTLY I DID WHAT I DID BECAUSE OF ZAILA, WHO SHOULD KNOW BOTH PARENTS AND SIBLINGS IN HER LIFE.
AM I ANGRY, HELL YES. DISAPPOINTED, TO SAY THE LEAST.....LORD PRAY FOR MY SOUL AND SAVE ME FROM THIS DARK PLACE, THIS IS MY PRAYER.
IN THE MEANTIME I HAVE EDITED ALL OF MY VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE,DAILYMOTION AND HAVE POSTED MY STATEMENT ON FACEBOOK AND MYSPACE AND TWITTER AND GMAIL AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO ON ANY WALL, ANYWHERE, ANYTIME , TO ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN.
ZAILA, YAYA LOVES YOU AND I WILL FIND YOU BABY SO HOLD ON BECAUSE I'M COMING. AND THANKS FOR THE 'ANONYMOUS' CALL ON MONDAY SEPTEMBER 21, 2009 AND 2:37 PM FROM SAM AND STACY SPECIFICALLY TO ME "YAYA I LUV YOU" THEN DEAD AIR. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME ZAILA, YAYA KNOWS.
WHILE SAM is inside, her ROOMMATE STACY was in her white suburban with black tinted windows, with not only her own child but SAM'S SON in carseats in the backseat, chasing after SAM'S SISTER WHOM SHE CLAIMS TRIED TO BACK INTO HER TRUCK, TO CONFRONT THE BITCH (STACY'S WORDS AND SAM'S WORDS).
I FIND THIS OUT AFTER STACY WALKS UP INTO MY HOME AND SHE AND SAM, NOT CARING THAT ZAILA AND HER THREE COUSINS CAN HEAR THEM,START MALIGNING SAM'S SISTER AND SAM'S NIECES CHARACTERS. FORGET ABOUT IT I SAY, IT'S SILLY, AND PROCEED TO GET THE TERMS OF THE RETURN OF ZAILA BY SAM (MY SON ALWAYS INEVITABLY ENDS UP PAYING FOR ZAILA'S RETURN IN THE FORM OF "GAS MONEY")
SAM says she'll bring ZAILA to school on monday on the way to her own school (CAREER POINT AT 485 SPENCER LANE AND FREDERICKSBURG ROAD AND NO THEY DO NOT DIVULGE INFO. SO YOU STUDENTS ARE SAFE THERE BUT YOU MIGHT WANT TO LOOK AT YOUR CLASSMATES AND ASK YOURSELF HOW WELL DO YOU REALLY KNOW THEM). I ASKED FOR THE ADDRESS WHERE SHE WAS STAYING, AND SAM LOOKED AT STACY AND CLAIMED SHE DIDN'T KNOW IT, AND WHEN STACY WAS QUESTIONED SHE ANSWERS WITH "I HAVE A BIG FOUR BEDROOM HOUSE IN SEGUIN AND SAM AND I HAVE FIXED UP A ROOM FOR ZAILA AND ZAIDEN AND FOR HER OWN TWO DAUGHTERS (YES THEY DO NOT LIVE WITH STACY) AND WE JUST INSTALLED A POOL TABLE AND IT'S REALLY NICE. THEN STACY SAYS SHE HAS TO GO TO THE TRUCK 'CUZ THE BOYS ARE WAITING AND TAKES ZAILA AND STRAPS HER INTO THE BACKSEAT.
SAM, WHO KNOWS I HAVE A DOUBT, REASSURES ME THAT SHE'LL TAKE ZAILA TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY.
THE NEXT DAY (SUNDAY)I LEAVE A MESSAGE AT 210-550-7058 THANKING THEM BOTH FOR NOT CALLING TO LET ME KNOW THEY MADE IT TO STACY'S SAFELY AND THAT SAM NEEDS TO CALL ME ABOUT THIS SILLY FIGHT SHE'S HAVING WITH HER SISTER BECAUSE SHE'S DATING MY SON(THAT'S RIGHT ZAILA'S DAD)(SOME PEOPLE DON'T TAKE REJECTION WELL,ESPECIALLY AFTER HAVING BEEN GRANTED OH SO MANY CHANCES)
SAM DOES INDEED CALL BACK THAT AFTERNOON (WITH ATTITUDE). I SAY THNX FOR CALLING TO LET ME KNOW ZAILA'S SAFE (THEY CLAIM IT'S AN HOUR DRIVE BUT SAM SAID STACY CAN MAKE IT IN 30 MINUTES THE WAY SHE DRIVES) AND THAT I HAVE ZAILA'S BACKPACK SO DOES SHE WANT TO BRING ZAILA HOME FIRST OR SHOULD I MEET HER AT THE SCHOOL WITH IT. SAM STATES THAT SHE'LL COME BY TO GET IT AND WHATELSE DO I WANT TO KNOW(ENVY MAKES ONE BITTER,ESPECIALLY AFTER WHAT SAM DID TO MY SON, KNOWING SHE'LL NEVER GET THAT CHANCE AGAIN,THREE STRIKES AND YOU'RE OUT)..I SAY I WANT AN ADDRESS AND HOW MUCH DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS STACY PERSON, THE WOMAN JUST WENT AFTER A COMPLETE STRANGER ON YOUR SAY SO,WITH YOUR SON AND HER OWN SON IN THE BACKSEAT, TO CONFRONT A PERSON WHO MAY OR MAY NOT BE ARMED WITH MACE OR GUN OR A BRICK OR A BIG CLUB.
BUT NOW ALL WE CAN HEAR IS STACY ON THE PHONE( with MY BROTHER IAN sitting there with me, i put her on the speaker phone)CLAIMING SHE'S KNOWN ME FOR SIX WEEKS AND THAT I HAVE ALOT OF NERVE QUESTIONING HER CHARACTER AND WHAT AN UPSTANDING CITIZEN SHE IS AND THAT THE FEDS ARE COMING TO MY HOUSE BECAUSE WE SELL POT AND HAVE AN INCESTIOUS (SOME PEOPLE NEVER LEARNED HOW TO USE A DICTIONARY ) RELATIONSHIP HAPPENING AROUND ZAILA AND THAT WE ARE DISGUSTING.***** I've seen this woman on only two occassions and always in the company of SAM****BEFORE SHE HANGS UP.
SO I LEAVE ANOTHER MESSAGE FOR SAM TO CALL ME WHEN SHE'S CALM SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS PROBLEM SHE'S HAVING WITH GETTING OVER MY SON AND LETTING HIM MOVE ON WITH HIS OWN LIFE, BECAUSE IT'S JUST SILLY.
CAN YOU GUESS WHO CALLED BACK? IT WASN'T SAM OR ZAILA. ( STACY APPEARS TO A HAVE ANGER MANAGEMENT ISSUES, AND SHE SEEMS TO BE CRUSHING ON SAM RIGHT NOW AS A NEW FRIEND SO OF COURSE SHE'S EASILY MANIPULATED BY SAM, WINK WINK NOD NOD, WE IN SAM'S LIFE KNOW ALL ABOUT SAM MANIPULATIONS DON'T WE, SO DON'T FEEL TOO BAD STACY, IF YOU'RE CAPABLE OF FEELINGS OTHER THEN THAT OF A SHEEP, BAH BAH, SHE'S DONE THIS BEFORE AND SHE'LL TURN ON YOU JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS)
MONDAY AT CLEAR SPRING ELEMENTARY AND NO ZAILA. THE SCHOOL HAS BEEN ALERTED OF THE SITUATION AND THEY ARE HANDLING IT THEIR WAY(CAN YOU SAY COMPULSORY EDUCATION?) WENT TO SAM'S MOM'S HOUSE AT 4627 PINTORESCO,AND JANET STATES THAT ZAILA'S NOT THERE (SORRY I WOKE YOU UP JANET)SO BACK TO MY HOME TO LEAVE YET ANOTHER MESSAGE AT 210-550-7058 FOR SAM. IN THE MEANTIME I'VE CALLED CAREER POINT INSTITUTE, CAN'T HELP AND WON'T TAKE MESSAGES FOR STUDENTS.
I THEN GET A CALL FROM ZAILA'S UNCLE TRES ASKING ME IF SAM HAS CALLED ME YET AND TO LET ME KNOW THAT ZAILA IS STILL WITH SAM AND STACY( HE SOUNDED CONFLICTED SO I KNOW THIS IS HARD FOR HIM AND HIS AS WELL. I CAN'T SPEAK FOR PRISCILLA, SAM'S MOM, ZAILA'S ABUELA AS I HAVEN'T SEEN OR SPOKEN WITH HER SINCE THE DAY SHE HUGGED ME INFRONT OF MY HOME WEEKS AGO AND STATED THAT HER DAUGHTER [NOT SAM] WAS GOING TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF US AND THAT WE'D END UP TAKING CARE OF 'THOSE THREE KIDS' AS WELL AND IT WILL LEAD TO NOTHING BUT TROUBLE)
I TOLD 'UNCLE TRES' IT WAS TOO LATE AND THAT WE HAVE ALREADY STARTED TO TAKE STEPS.
SPOKE WITH OFFICER RODRIGUEZ WHO WAS VERY EMPATHETIC AND HELPED ME THRU MY DARK PLACE WITH SOME ADVICE ON:
GRANDPARENT'SRIGHTS ,GUARDIANSHIP/CONSERVATORSHIP, AND THAT WE SHOULD GO TO CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES AND GET INFORMATION AND THEN CONTACT FAMILY LAW AND FILE AGAINST SAMANTHA JO GONZALEZ. WE ARE NOW WAITING FOR LAWYER CALLBACKS AND WE ARE PROCEEDING WITH LEGAL ACTION.
YOU'RE ASKING YOURSELVES WHY WE DIDN'T DO THIS SOONER, BECAUSE WE BELIEVED IN SAM, I BELIEVED SHE DESERVED A BREAK AFTER THE THINGS SHE TOLD US HAD HAPPENED TO HER, I BELIEVED SHE WAS BECOMING A FINANCIALLY RESPONSIBLE ADULT, I BELIEVED AND STILL DO THAT SHE WANTS TO BE PART OF ZAILA'S LIFE AND THAT SHE WANTS ZAILA AND ZAIDEN TO GROW UP TOGETHER. I DEFENDED HER WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD,CHASTISED WHEN SHE NEEDED IT, I HAILED HER WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD, I GAVE HER AND ZAIDEN A ROOM IN MY HOME TO STAY IN WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD-THE VERY SAME HOME THAT ZAILA'S LIVED IN FOR FOUR YEARS NOW--AND I SHELTERED HER AT MY FAMILY HOME ON WOODGREEN DRIVE,THE VERY SAME HOME I GREW UP IN AS A CHILD--THE HOME SHE ABANDONED ZAILA MARIE AT SHORTLY AFTER HER FIRST BIRTHDAY; AND I BELIEVE SHE BELIEVES SHE'S DOING THE RIGHT THING. I HAVE ALLOWED HER FINANCIAL FREEDOM FROM CHILD SUPPORT SO SHE COULD GET HER 'LIFE DUCKS' IN A ROW(SOMETHING VERY HARD TO DO BEHIND BARS). BUT MOSTLY I DID WHAT I DID BECAUSE OF ZAILA, WHO SHOULD KNOW BOTH PARENTS AND SIBLINGS IN HER LIFE.
AM I ANGRY, HELL YES. DISAPPOINTED, TO SAY THE LEAST.....LORD PRAY FOR MY SOUL AND SAVE ME FROM THIS DARK PLACE, THIS IS MY PRAYER.
IN THE MEANTIME I HAVE EDITED ALL OF MY VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE,DAILYMOTION AND HAVE POSTED MY STATEMENT ON FACEBOOK AND MYSPACE AND TWITTER AND GMAIL AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO ON ANY WALL, ANYWHERE, ANYTIME , TO ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN.
ZAILA, YAYA LOVES YOU AND I WILL FIND YOU BABY SO HOLD ON BECAUSE I'M COMING. AND THANKS FOR THE 'ANONYMOUS' CALL ON MONDAY SEPTEMBER 21, 2009 AND 2:37 PM FROM SAM AND STACY SPECIFICALLY TO ME "YAYA I LUV YOU" THEN DEAD AIR. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME ZAILA, YAYA KNOWS.
Monday, April 27, 2009
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