Clinical Trials kapualani59: ROUND AND ROUND

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

ROUND AND ROUND

ZAILA IS HOME again and we pray that this madness stops and she can get on with her education and shed her anxieties.

I also pray for the soul of my brother Ian, and for His life, I believe it will not be long before We lose Him.

To those of us who live in the before and have not moved on to the here and now, I will be more than happy to enlighten you BUT I WARN YOU, you will not like it...AND I'M OKAY WITH THAT 'CUZ I LOVE YOU. You TRULY CAN ASK ME ANYTHING, I'm not afraid to share and tell you. But know that you won't be coming around raining OR dismantling my parade, and when you can see the pupils in my eyes.......too late!!!

Lastly, pray for ME because I DO KNOW HOW I AM, OR TO BE HONEST, I SHOULD SAY, HOW I PERCIEVE MYSELF TO BE, and it ain't pretty in this dark place, but it's MY dark place and I could care less what ANYONE thinks of me. Nothing you say can be any worse than what I can do to ME so bring it.

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